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[11 Sep 2005|01:46am]
alexs birthday party was pretty crazy.. im getting him $20 in pennies! yesss
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[02 Sep 2005|09:56pm]

I GOT MY CAR. YESAWESOMESWTEETNESSCOOLERSRADDICLERIGHTOUSect.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

just got back from the game.... had a really cool time even though they lost.

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[30 Aug 2005|12:14am]
[ mood | tied with a hint of craziness ]

TWO AMAZING CONCERTS IN 3 DAYS. YESSSS!!!

 

so i saw SOAD, mars volta, and bad acid trip... (420.com lol long story from a long time ago.. the screan saver) sat night with squeak that was really cool but it didnt really feel like a concert cuz we had seats. so tonight i saw seether, dark new day, and hail storm opened. i went with reevy. i have to say its the most ive ever really been into a concert. we were right on the edge of a pit so it was awesome. we saw brandon and his gf and andrew clemence and zack bennet and nick M. and gator chomp and i think thats it. oh like gabes old gf i have no idea what her name is though. i met this reallly hot girl named issabel and had a gooood time with her if you know what i mean lol. ahhhh man, kinda reminded me of when brandon started making out with that really drunk chick at sonic youth and then me and reevy pushed him into the pit... except issabel wasnt drunk and i got to know her alittle first atleast. i got her number and reevy got some numbers too. the sweetest thing i remember was getting thrown into the pit and i went into the side and way back into the people you know and i fell over and like three beastly dudes all grabbed me by the shoulders, and at the same time and threw me up and i went flying into the air like above everyone i swear to god then i landed like a scene from the matrix or something like on one knee and my hands right in the middle of the pit. it was crazy. we sent a bunch of kids up surfing too.. me and reevy. i have to say it was a nice way to end the summer. me and matt have decided to be like concert buddies for the year... we're gona see audio slave with seether again at the civic center like nov 2 i think. thatll be sweet. hes all over like concerts and stuff and i can cover him on money so it works.

 

im wickeddddd tired.... later

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FUNNY STORY [25 Aug 2005|09:48am]
so i went out this morning to get my check and a bagle and my sister some thing a mickyds. so i was at this light and these girls pulled up right, and i looked over like hmm. and i looked over again and they were like looking over and laughing so i was haha ok.. and drove off. and when i got to mr. bagles i realized i had a huge penis on my window that i tihnk i drew when i was at kaylas. ya it was pretty funny.. not like embarecing funny just really funny. so i walked in all giggly and the bagle lady gave me the weirdest look.. i dono. that reminds of alot of good times in bio with john p. mmm dap you animal.
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[18 Aug 2005|09:31am]
i got my lisence! woooooooooooooooooooo
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[11 Aug 2005|11:07pm]
It's so fucked I am here doing this
It's bullshit, things don't end like this

I'm calling
Staring into the place
Where I cease to exist
Wondering why do,
Things always end up like this

Fly
Take to the sky another dream
Of empty
Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
You fuckin'
Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my
Faith in you
Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Side
When you took him away I lost my faith
In even you!

It's so fucked I am here doing this
It's bullshit, things don't end like this

I'm calling
Staring into the place
Where I cease to exist
Wondering why do,
Things always end up like this

Fly
Take to the sky another dream
Of empty
Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
You fuckin'
Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my
Faith in you
Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Side
When you took him away I lost my faith
In even you!

As I feel emptiness growing in my heart
I can't help but scream at you hating you
I bet you think it's funny
You give us a gift and then you take it back
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[29 Jul 2005|01:47pm]
NO HOPE = NO FEAR
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[29 Jul 2005|01:43pm]

ughhhhh..... my mom has been such a fucking bitch about everything lately.. shell say something that pisses me off like shes always complain how all she does drive me places and try to make me happy. but both my parents like flip out any time i ask to do anything or go anywhere. and she calls me like every hour and sit there on the phone for 10 minutes and barely says anything and then is like bye and hangs up. i dont know.. then she comes home and all she does is start fights and get me angry at her then she plays the im sorry roll.. and says i hate her and everything is her fault. so im finally like you dont see me always looking for something to start fight with me about so how can you say its my fault and tell me I need an attitude change or im not gona let you do anything and you wont get your lisence. i just want my fucking lisence... everything will be so much easier and my parents wont bitch at me about everything anymore and i can get away. im not let thsi get me down today though.. john is here and im gona go take some vikadin and have a party!

 

 

 

peace out fuckers

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[17 Jul 2005|10:32pm]
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

5. Describe me in one word.

6. What was your first impression?

7. Do you still think that way about me now?

8. What reminds you of me?

9. If you could give me anything what would it be?

10. How well do you know me?

11. When's the last time you saw me?

12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

13. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
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[17 Jul 2005|10:30am]
so everyone needs to give me ideas about places to go and things to do after high school. you must leave atleast 3 that havent already been said!
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[14 Jul 2005|09:34pm]
where does love end and hate begin?
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[11 Jun 2005|07:48pm]
so who wants to hear a funny story..

i was cleaning the pool with one of those things with the long tube things and the suction thing on the end and then it has a hose that goes to the pump you know. so i ran over my toe and it like kinda sucked it up you know. so i got this idea and i was like hmmm.... lol. then i decided to stick my wang in in. AND IT GOT STUCK. i was like ohhhh SHIT... fuck fuck fuck. so i was yelling for my dad to come turn the pump off cuz i got my finger stuck in it lol. so he came out and turned it off and i got it out. he really thought it was just my finger too lol. damn did that kill. it was way stronger then i thought it would be. it left this big red ring on it and like a bruise.. but thats cleared up now hahaha.

i swam alot today... and now i have a really bad burn. but its cool.

ive decided that im gona get in really good shape. like i just felt really motivated all of a sudden and i did 200 situps and 300 crunches and 50 pushups and i did some curls and tricept stuff. once i get my underarmor from school ill start running too.

im really not in the mood to do any hw but i really need to concentrate and get ready for finals.
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[08 Jun 2005|09:28pm]
He Lay upon his death bed as they kiss
Deep into passion they will never miss
The person dieing inside at the sight of love
The man who can no longer deal with this

He once thought there was someone in this place
Some girl to see him face to face
He dreamed of such long ago
But this was no longer the case

He was intelligent but not too smart
Some might say he had soul but no heart
This was anything but true
Without love he fell apart

~poof
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[29 May 2005|02:54pm]
do you want me to hate you for all this miranda... you had to do this to me. all you needed to do was tell the truth.

youve cried me dry
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[17 May 2005|08:45pm]
"A man who has no imagination, has no wings."



28:06:42:12
and counting
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[28 Apr 2005|04:36pm]
there is way too much fucking drama in this world
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[23 Apr 2005|02:09pm]
ive decided that online journals are fucking stupid and i will no longer particapate in them except to read others.

the end, have a nice day.
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[23 Apr 2005|09:29am]
ITS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!
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[09 Apr 2005|01:51pm]
[ mood | good ]

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had a boyfriend/girlfriend
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) made out in a car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher (bus driver)
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship. mentally or physically?
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched clouds go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed.
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat.
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident. (kinda)
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced. (hah not really... well not naked)
( ) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes.
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke.
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (WENDYS!!!)
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) humped a monkey. =P
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress (jk haha)
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something. (hahahahaha oh god)
(x) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.
(x) kissed a fish
(x) liked a frog
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader (halloween)
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had(have) a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (sometimes)
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(x) gone streaking
(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish
(x) made porn (facelty fantasty's lol)
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someone's hair
(x) gone skinny dipping.
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
(x) been kicked out your house
(x) cried because of a song
(x) realized how lucky you are
( ) gone swing-dancing
(x) said yes before you knew what the favor was
(x) done an "attitude walk" in a public place

wacha

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[17 Mar 2005|04:52pm]

Number your, paper 1 to 10 first.

Ready? Begin...

1. When do you feel at your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon and early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk.....
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people, you...
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) a big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering, you..
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. When you're working or concentrating very hard, and you're interrupted,
you...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to
sleep, you lie..
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant

POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2(g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS:
Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered and one who is extremely domineering. Others may admire you, wish they could be more like you, but don't always trustyou. They hesitate to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS:
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive
personality; a natural leader, one who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS:
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS:
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest; Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make; and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS:
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS:
People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after; who always wants someone else to make the decisions and who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

 

i got a 51...

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